Dear diary,

I'm having such a dull, long week, which isn't doing much for my writing, sigh! Well, on a brighter note, Friday

I decided to screw living with psychopaths with temperament issues that shouldn't go without therapy both for them and the people who have to deal with them every day. It was getting ridiculous.

I quietly moved out Friday when everyone was at work and left a sticky note on the wall of my empty room. It was cooler that I owned almost half the stuff in the house, guess they'll have to live with un-ironed clothes, un-toasted bread, no water storage, a broken bed where mine lay, two plates, three spoons, that includes teaspoons, one sufuria and a broken mwiko and I got a purple room with peace of mind. God bless girlfriends.


Dimple lives right upstairs, hilarious. God's sense of humour is inspiring. Just when I was beginning to get over him, oh well there must be a reason…

We drank Friday night and I did bad, shameful things to a particular person that I'm not in the least ashamed of. He had it coming. Wish I'd have more memory though…all I have are steamy flashes.
NB less whisky more plotting next time. Of course there's a next time!


Therein ended any action getting, the rest of the week has had little going on, I can't help but wonder though if this is mere coincidence or fate. I guess only time can tell, I hate waiting!! It always takes too long!!



I've become calmer though, maybe I'm maturing, maybe God has finally taken pity and given me grace or maybe even my heart and mind are tired of the monotony.

Sometimes Diary, I wonder if there's a point to all these, I'm beginning to go back to that place where I have full blown conversations and debates with myself, lousdly. I'm beginning to live in my head, a little like if I was on weed, maybe I should turn to weed, atleast in my head stuff would be funny and a bit more surreal…



It's been too long since anything interesting happened in my life, it's getting awful, blasted boring, I want the twisted almost fiction, sick addiction drama that I watch around me every day. Wonder if this is how it'l be if I get saved or something, God doesn't seem like the kind of guy who likes much drama...