Sunday Blues

Only I could still be blue on such a beautiful Sunday morning. It's beyond me. Truthfully though, the world has been a dull grey for awhile now. Nothing has been turning out like it should; I'm trying to be positive; reminding myself how blessed I am. I have lovely family and friends, I love what I'm studying in school, life should be looking up now as I finally identify what I want to do with my life. I just can't help wondering if my love life is doomed forever though..Sigh!!

Its a Sunday morning, I'm up early, I'm beginning to think that there should be an answer to this shit. Religion? I dunno..I'm not sure religious people are that much happier; they have someone to turn to but does He really answer their questions? Would he answer mine? Is it worth all that self sacrifice? I'm gonna close my eyes and leap. I'm turning into a flight risk with a fear of falling. I have to fix it, so I'm going to church coz I have nothing to lose..